My Confussing ................

                            Ass...  Mr. I get confused about my future ... Can you help me?
Sejujurnya status saya masih anak pondok an mr ,,, saya datang ke pare ni cuma izin. Kmungkinan stelah TC 2 bln stelahnya saya balek ke pondok n kuliah di sana . Tapi saya ngerasa berat, soalx saya gak kepingin balek ke pondok.bukannya apa , saya cuma mikir,,,, kalo saya balek ke  pondok n kuliah di sana , kapan ibu ku balek ke rumah? My mother is tkw in arabic. gk mungkin beliau balek kalo aku masih butuh banyak biaya. kalo saya liat2 che...orang tua saya kepengen saya kuliah. Sebenarnya rencananya ibu saya mau balek ke setelah saya lulus MA , tapi karna saya datang ke pare , cancell lah. sempet nyesel aku ke pare kalo ternyata biayanya lumayan , membuat ibuku gak jadi  balek . Saya gak nyangka kalo kebutuhan saya di pare lebih dari perkiraan.Kalo saya tau mending saya gak usah ke pare . Saya kangen sama ibu saya....Kalo bukan karna ibu saya , mending saya cari uang buat beliau dan adek saya , tapi ibu saya kepengen liat saya jadi orang yang pintar and pastix succes.
      Saya sempet mikir . Ko' ada ibu sebaek dia tapi dapat anak yang bejat seperti saya?? Saya pemalas, nakal, saya selalu mengiyakan apa kata ibu saya, karna saya gk bisa menolak apa yang di ucapkannya. Meskipun itu hanya keluar dari mulut saya , dan terabaikan setelahnya. Saya di pondok juga nakal, tapi orang rumah gk tw , pemalas bgt , Saya beljar sendiri bisa di hitunk pakek jari dri smp smpek sma. Kcuali wktu mw menghadapi UAN ma.Saya kpengen buat org tua bangga, tapi sayanya kayak gini......
      Kemaren saya ditelfon sama ibu angkat saya , saya di tanya smpek berapa bln lagi saya di pare? Saya bilang masih blum tau. Dia tanya lagi Sebenarx kamu kpengennya mau jadi pa? Waduch........... bingung saya mau jawab apa, saya asal nyeplos aza " Saya mau jadi Master of English.".  "Mksudx guru tah?"  , Saya jawab," Ea kyak githu lah buk ,, tapi klo master ini lebih dri guru... ". "O.. yg px kursusanx? " tanya ibu. "ea kurang lebih sperti itu lah,,, pokokx wes Sipp.. dlam bhs inggris !!!"."La trus kamu brapa lma lagi di pare ?, mw kuliah ato gimana?" Nah ......... itu dia mr,,,,, yang saya bingung , saya cuma jwb " ea se' tk pikir2 dlu..." Kalo saya balek ke pondok n kuliah di sana , gimana dg ibu kandung saya?? emang sich ibu saya iya2 aja, tapi saya juga mikir ibu saya,,, saya kpengen bgt semuax tnpa merepotkn beliau , apa lagi smpek ng'cancell ble ke rumah..haduch . . . nelongso saya ingat  itu....Kalo saya di pare , saya kepengen jadi tutor , tapi gmna dgn kuliah saya??

                                Please give me solution . . . I'm so sorry to bother you . . .
                                                             Wasslamm........

I get confused. Can I share with you?

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I hope we can be close and I can be better in your time ...

     Are Books More Important Than Experience ??

                    

            Books and experience have many advantages for human. Because they can give knowledges about every thing. So that, most of people use books and experiences to study about nature , social, life and etc. Although both have advantages, ofcource one of them is more important. What is that? Books or experience? “Ofcource Books!”

                      How can? Yupz… Books are more important than experience. Because from books people not only get the knowledge in one view or reference ,but there are many of it. Otherwise, from experience people also can get lesson or knowledge just in one view namely only from their experience and thatis just for them selves. Different to books. Books can give knowledge for every person that want and need it. Experience too, but just for the other person who know or close with person that has the experience. Forexample,you have bad experience. You prefer believe  your  boy friend to your close friend about  a case that make you have to choose one of them. Whereas,clearly you know  that your friend is kind person, and about your boy friend you don’t know about his real attitude. But , because you  were blinded by love, you don’t want to think about it. You just think about love, love , and love. Day by day you know about your boy’s bad attitude.You are offended or  hurted by him. So, eventually you realize that you are wrong to believe someone .  You realize that close friend is better  than boy friend. Then,  you share it to your sister. So you r sister get lesson too. But the big possibility , it is just for  you , your sister, and just few people that you  shared to them.

                 All in all, Books and experience  are important . Above all is books. Because from books people can get experience too, then  experience also can be part of books references . Then,  the books are general , whoever need it and want to get it, never mind… Easy to get it.,

           Are Parents The Best Teacher ? 

                   Books, experience, parents, internet, public figure, and etc can be become teacher for us. Because one and each other have advantage and important for us. Among them, best teacher is one of thhhem. What is that? In my point of view , the best teacher is parents.

                  If asked why,ofcourse the answer is they know us at all. So often we together with them. Inderectly, that make them know about our character,attitude, habitual and etc. So they know what they have to do such as teach us to b better.  Forexample, when we get problem, without we`share to them, most of them have known about something has  happened to their son or daughter. The little thing that different in ourselves give their brain questions.”What happen with my child? Does he …… or……….??” So that , they will look for  information about our problem. When they have known about our problem clearly. They will give us advice, solution, or even angry with us. It doesnot mean that our parents hate us and don’t want to care with us. That is their iove proof to us. They care to us . They don’t want , bad thing happen to us.or they are worry their  child repeat his or her mistake. So,we can get lesson from them.

               Inshort , Don’t ever have negative thinking when our parent give us advice or angry with us about little thing or something that we think it is exagarated. Parents love their  children too much. Impossible they involve their children in bad thing, they just think about the good things for us. Every thing that given to us is the best for us. Because our bright future is their happiness. So, don’t ever disappointed them!!

                      Bismillah………….Alhamdulillah I can get English lessons well in the Teaching Clinic. All of lessons are comfortable for me, but I feel rather difficult in some lessons .

                   I feel rather difficult in listening.  maybe my ears emank rather loading . jangankan in English , sometimes if person says to me use Indonesia I still loading , but I think that it because of I often don’t concentrate listen something. So that’s why ,recently I try to listening music use headset as often as possible. But when I did it for about two days, I got information that  listening from cellphone use headset , long by long can make person’s ear [gendang telinganya] broken, and make more loading to get something that person says. So I stop to listening music from headset , and now I  don’t  know the way to sharp my ears about listening . because I am lazy to listening music without headset , moreover I think that without headset , that  can bother my friends ,because ofcourse my friends can hear the sound.

                  And next my problem is I dislike reading , whatever is it . Mr. agus advised me to make it habit. Such as news paper , I can take it in the office, and then read it. Yeah………… I have done it, Although that’s berat for me. Yeah . . ofcourse because that is the first. The first day I take it, I just can read it one paragraph, udah one paragraph, not nutut lage,,,, because I can’t concentrate. It’s ok,,,,,,,,, I am going to try and try!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish Me Luck!!!

AMINAH IS THE NEXT LEADER

AMINAH IS THE NEXT LEADER

                Bismillah.....How do you do my new blog,,,,,This is the first time I write something in this blog, because this is the first time also I have blog (Hehehe....). Alhamdulillah I can study in Teaching Clinic, so I can more focus to study about English. But I never forget also to say thanks to Mr. Toto as a founder of Global English , Mr. Agus tri winarso as a manager of Global English , and all of staff of Global English.

               Siti Aminah or better known as Jessica Iskandar (ckckckck..) is my name. Malang as place for me to live, since I was 2 years old until now. About me, I am The Next Leader. (Are you sure Aminah???) Yupz... I’m sure.

             After my program is finish, I’ll lead many people. I mean I’ll share my knowledge to the other people, not only about English but also about the other knowledge that I  know and skills that I have .

            Next, to be the leader I need something (iming-iming) that can make me more spirit to be the leader. Namely I can make several my dreams come true. If  I become the leader of it, my beloved parent will be happy. That’s one of my dreams. Because I’m sure that I can’t replay their sacrifice, so I have to make them happy and proud of me. Not only for my parent but also my family. I have to make them happy and proud of me also. Because they are very special for me.I have been looked after by them for 9 years. Because when I was in 4 grade at elementary school , my parent went abroad to finance my school , my need and etc.....So they  mother me until know. Not only to make them just happy and proud of me, but I’ll fullfil their needs or necessaries bi’idznillah.......I’m sure I can do and get all of them!!!

          After I write all of it,  the actually what’s my aim write all of it ???? Curious ea....  because I hope you who have read this, want to pray for me to get my dreams. AMIEN 3X YA ROBBAL ALAMIN......I’m sorry if I many just small talk (basabasi) . because this is the first time I write in the blog . As I know , The first time do every thing , identic with basabasi .. hehe. In short , “Keep your finger crossed for me ....” and God speed also for you...!!

                                                                 

 

                                                                      

                                                                                

                                                                                   Amienah sanik el mahmoud